Reflection, I did it My Way

I proudly say, I wish not be reborn in Ceylon or in the Asian Subcontinent is all related to my survival of all odds, in life, work and adverse situations.

One got to be ready, to kick the bucket when the time is right and hanging on by artificial parts is not my design.

These need be recorded now and I do not want a third party to confabulate.

I wish to be remembered as a notorious guy.

Let me discect this word first.

It comes with the base of notary or noteworthy.

A notaris (vernacular Sinhala) or notary is the guy who verify or makes deeds or contracts to be certified by the courts of law of this country.

Over the years this post is vested on notorious guys and girls, namely bad people who takes underhand bribes to submit illegal documents for certification.

That is how our legal system has come down such low level that innocent people are in prison and criminals are in the parliament.

The word of high esteem by origin has gone down the drain and is currently used in sour sense.

It is used to describe the celebrates like Royal Princes and associates of Jeffry Epstein.

In that sense this word is appropriate that Jim Will Fix It (paedophile in UK), is also a royal consorting conglomerate (front end of nice business for backend shoddy deals including now legal (UK) homosexuality of priests and royals).

I have all in me, the good, the bad and the ugly in me for completely different conundrum but I am remembered for a very few bad outbursts when in all my life I aspired to be a decent guy.

This country of Ceylon is known for destroying images of very decent guys while politicians with so many bad traits are white washed daily for political consumption.

In my death or demise the record is not put straight and hence I wish not to be born in India, Ceylon or Pakistan and particularly not in Afghanistan.

This apply to India and Indian Cricket and that is what makes, the mentality of Asians, and Indians in particular.

They are basically jealous.

They try to destroy you by all means and if failing in that attempt they go to their man made gods.

If the gods do not curse you by their request, they end up poisoning YOU including your cats, dogs, parrots and pets.

Mangala Samarawera's puppies were poisoned.

They are vicious and our policies and politics are based on these underhand methodologies.

They expend to sports and sport is basically an everyman's domain of gamble.

Cricket is especially bedded with this malady and fair play is not an ingredient.

Winning by any means is their goal and rules do not count and they are ruining the game and the administration, in which, Sunil Gavaskar or Thandukar cannot stand up to the political and to the people's pressure.

The rules are bent and they take a nosedive.

The British and Wisdom System should not include any current player in when awards are made.

Only Joe Root and James Anderson are worthy of their manly contributions.

England's resolve should be to meet them in bat, ball and discipline.

Enough is enough and traditional cricket should win and Australia should give a helping hand to the British.

Few guys should be banned for few games and cricketers like Chandimal and Kussal Pereara were tasked badly in the past.

WHY?

The Indians  are divided with deep seated Cruelty and Caste System.

They created the Untouchables on this planet and they can never play level cricket in India.

Politically and economically the untouchables are down trodden people for centuries.

These same trends are rooted in Ceylon in Tamils and Sinhala subsets (artificial division and genetically 99% identical) which the British used to divide and rule (British never created it) principle for ultimate subjugation.

Now Muslims are using these divisive tactics for the Thaliban to take over control in India and Ceylon effortlessly.

It is a vicious system in evolution.

It need to be nipped in the bud.

Watch for the Next Phase.

They created the Super Gods and do created untold hardships in the past and in the present for inhabitants, through that God Created Inheritance and Inequality.

These Indian Gods are Monsters and were never democratic in their power of exertion.

Our politicians go and worship them on yearly basis but Buddha never placed god's in high places.

It is like one is using banks credit balance until it is finished and the good merits are exhausted in heaven "in one go", one goes to and they descent to lower realms eventually.

No similarity to Christian Gods of fair play.

It is not seen in Indian Gods.

No escape in this life or next life from these gods or demigods.

The belief that Coronavirus would level off inequality is a misconception and in reality it is worsening the divide.

Coming to my life I was poisoned twice before I was 35 years of age.

I was never (attempted) poisoned abroad except in one incident an African Nursing Sister put a full dose of salt in my morning coffee which I pass as that she was Drunk on Duty.

By the way. British drinks the worse coffee in this world.

Just taste a cup of coffee at a railway station for proof..

My first poisoning was counteracted by simple saline drip and IV dose of frusemide and leaving the country within an year was my escape route.

The second poisoning was by the Private Hospital Matron (I was not instrumental in appointing her but was actively involved in summarily dismissing her after a proper investigation).

Third poisoning left a family member down with rollicking Pancreatitis.

I directly confronted the woman in thirds incident and said I will destroy her and never see  eye to eye in this life.

I have not seen her again.

This woman is related to my brother's consort and that upcountry family is known for embeselling as many as five generations.

The second poisoning was muscle poison that effected me over the next five years and the first two years I recouped  in New Zealand.

Now my current myocarditis related Moderna Vaccine may aggravate and negate the almost full recovery, I made after the second poisoning.

There was a nurse who killed babies in UK and she is in prison for life.

Nurses who did me are still living and working in Ceylon.

So not thinking of reborn again in Ceylon is ingrained in my genes..

I am glad to get out of this country of mess, only the current family committments keep me here but not for long.